Words out of depression

When was words invented?

What's the reason for this?

Why do we use it?

How was it first pronounced?

Where did it all began?

The beginning or the end?

When, What's, Where, How and

Why are not being used to ask the truth and lies?

New time? Another unknown?

or just another question?

form my words out of anger, laughter?

Never did I imagine blue skies are clearer.

In my mind? Incorrect words, Incorrect verse

same mistake, Tired of saying same and again,

Again same feeling, Tired of feeling,

felt it coming,, I know what I feel, running?

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If anxiety is reality,

Are we really scared of events?

Like being mad is abnormality,

but overthinking myself is making me, Me

Contradicting could be strangely

Wrong?, wrong?, If that is how society

raise your mind then probably everybody's

blind. Insanely saying many but I'd still be.

Conscious or subconscious either way

you're not aware, of yourself

Haven't you realize it yet? maybe not, yet,

made choices, light over darkness , know,

It'll all be set, time stop, It will be set

Words have meaning, each one has but

when set to form together another effect

is given. One can be understood,

Others may need further explanation

and some doesn't have meaning,

left or right does it matter?

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Attention?, Affection?, The thought of wanting to be love?

The thought of wanting to belong to? tried cried, paid in

full and suffer, committed then erased , continue to fall,

like winning is not a choice, writing is difficult than ever

struggling to have a meaning, struggling on spelling,

fighting for sense, war of confusion, never ending sounds,

Pain? never understand my world, Life? new word,

Understand, it's just a word, no need to feel and memorize

the whole plot, cause in the end, still remains no meaning.

Alcohol?, Cigarettes?, and a few of prohibited?, Purpose?

Simple question, easy to ask, easy to say, easy to answer

but does it have to have an answer? Silence? Yes, music to

my ears, Finally a word that doesn't have to have a meaning,

a purpose, a word that makes me comfortable, most fitting

words for conversation. Silence a feeling of statement

a comfort zone I always long for, sometimes Silence

is the best companion you can find in the world.

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