kudasai

I'm tired of feeling this way same routine everyday I hope someone could kill me cause I'm afraid of suicide so for now I'll just wait. I used to feel alone and that bothers me a lot when I'm alone but now I don't feel lonely, it just feels empty inside. Feelings and emotions doesn't matter to me anymore, I'm so tired of living not that I'm trying to use the easy way out but I figured out that we people struggle day by day not noticing the meaning of life. Humans tend to be someone they're not and yet it doesn't matter to me cause by now I don't even want to think a single word or to understand those bullshit in life. I'm just tired

15.10.19

4:17 am tuesday