Hosanna

From the very moment we were born, We were given a code, a status of living,

We inherited the nationalism, religion, culture, color, traditions, without

given a chance to choose on our own. We follow those guides and instruction

that was already implemented before our great grand parents, We follow the

same line everybody's taking, everybody's not looking backwards they just follow

the person in the front only watching the back of someone, Walking like a program

because they are afraid of something they cannot understand. When we are on

the right age we became to understand many things and learn different things

on different people near us, the way is a little bit clearer than what we are told. Every people has different logic, human brain is so unique that scientist is having a hard time

understanding what goes inside the human mind. When we reach age of

exploring new things we travel on different roads, some are already in the right

path, some are still in the middle of searching what is beyond reality, some

are finding other ways to skip the difficult road, some end up giving up not

finishing what was started and some had just understand the cycle of life.

When we try to do things on our own like believing fake news made to distract

our path, we become astonished and brain wash from the truth that was already

been told centuries ago. We start believing on something that only made our path

more sufferable, we'd only become more in despair of thoughts, searching for

different reasons, finding answers from the mystery that is not shown. Then we

start to believe on temptations or start to follow words from someone's else

prophecy not knowing were all just in the palm's of someone else hands.

If you start to doubt your own religion that time it will be really hard to struggle

for living, only then you can set your self free if you trust with a blind eye with

the one who created your mortal body. There are a lot of questions I know, been

through, done that. But what did it bring to me? only questions in the end.

Like if he's the ruler or all why let me suffer? Why would he let us use his name?

What is my purpose here? To serve? Then better take my life away so that I could serve

him already. Why am I here? I can't seem to find a purpose on life. Am I the only one?

But if you only put your heart in trusting on him, on what life may become you may

be able to see a better picture of what your self would be.

03/04/19