Fire to Rain

14/10/19

4:32 am Monday

mushroom/ day w/ my friend/ santa fe. resort/

This time of year, I realized many things, I don't like the spotlight which everybody desires.

Only thing I desired couple of months ago was to be special in somebody's eye. For a moment I thought that was what I want but I was wrong, I always catch little things, event the slightest thought of mind, it might have been the reason why I always been the one to start on everything but never finished. I soon to realize the moments-of-time and made me more bored of every pieces shown.

I don't need to have, I know that I already have them, In my mind I know I am much more capable of handling them. I already have a part of them and a part of me knows they also have me inside their souls and heart, for that I much more delighted just to know they're having life on their own while remembering me from time to time. I keep on going on the same routine everyday and for a while I notice that if I won't be a mad person someday either way I would be a murderer or maniac but before that I might already killed myself. I hope somebody would stop me before I do something wrong in this life line. For now I would just keep on exploring the matters and space created for me to enjoy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fwMho6nQq4