End Your Life

End it well unbutton your shirt so it can fly well

Cross the greenside from the orangeside

It's been so long since I visited you here in the gate

I promise next time I see you it will be our time

See me as I travel from this infinite time

Then I'll remember you again from the beginning

Cycle of mirror, reap repeat poet like

Behind my mind there's an island of island

My mind shipwreck this is the only thing

My mind could possibly think I don't think

If there's an Island on my mind I think

Right here my mind is on ferris wheel

Loosing grip of reality Is this another me

I disguise my life and I will lie

And I'm so far from being fine

I don't want your way I want mine

And I will delay my time like a tiny Island

I'll just close my eyes so that I could be

Of use of the time my mind can take

My mind can't help my body lose your mind

Back in my self, Changing my Island

Well there's a lot of Island, I'm not quite sure

If there's a better Island out of my mind

Would be there possibility if a psycho on a

Electric thumb could be someone who could

Explain clearly my life, then that should be

Fine a group of one, Head lock on the beat

of a mysterious friend but could he be a better

Person ironically saying but not that sarcastic

Enough to know what I'm trying to say a friend

On the living body, I know I know I know

Spiritually focusing on the soul can be some time

A little bit tricky to understand the beings you have

Done to goes, to go back and to go solo on

Enlightening the broken pieces of your soul

Dream of your dream, your skies, the moment

You realize that life is not singularity it makes

You meet different people of different time

Different culture, color, living and goes back and

I solo and goes back and I log-out to the fantasy

Had made games that are not part of the reality

But will the future bleed of the futures of futures

Behind my future on the eyelid of my mind is a

Thousand of Island my ship went up on thousand

Of Island me blood running thin on my chin and

I can know I could let the lion, I began to assemble

On weapons I could find cause sometimes to stay alive

You gotta kill you mind, your dead cause how can you

Sleep on times likes this, someone is dead because of a

Frozen mind, your time to understand the meaning of the

Alone, Somethings are meant are some words that is not

supposed to be known, when you feel you are already part

of this unknown infinite galaxy you could feel there's

Something beneath in your heart that your just one

Spectacle of a movie not a trap but a beauty created

From much more than great above all kings, swirling

On the malevolent views and undesirable freedom

The climax peak of skies in its blinding lights.

You could never understand the simplest meaning of life

Only on the verge of death will only realize the desire To stay on and appreciate the selfishness of life

Only then the pleasure would on it's highest end

No above no below quite on the ground and would be

Forever unknown on those mysterious Island

To clearly see the mental picturesque picture

Of the human stomach in the brain, play it well no turns

No shift or shortcut on every Island no man could be gone

For such basic question of self realization opening the eye

Of the truth doesn't it have any question left for your skin

To tear and break then hallucinate the past of past

None ending of my self in the riddle of time

Of life, Of love, Of faith, Of the question I hate to remember

Those moments of time of being one to be alive

Mock the part in reality that shake one self in the corner

Of my eye there's a sheer of luck if you can see the sea of.

Last free verse poet of my first book and last part of the spring

02/22/19 - 05/12/19

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