Dead Poet -Introduction

I'll be known when I'm dead, my poetries would be publish then. Some people may read, some won't. Some people may want to buy but may not afford. For who ever is in charge of the sales, I'll see you in hell. That is if there's one. But if there is I'll wait for you. For you not to be condemn in eternal suffering- the book must be free. Free to read. In e-book, soft and hard cover. Fuck the new world order. It's nothing compared to the grand scheme of things. This book is about weirdness, death, depression, anxiety and everything that comes with dark. There might be some light talks but not very common, as we know life is 90% pain and suffering and the rest is unknown. If you have a poor mental state I recommend not to read this book for your own sake. Depression is for the rich if you're poor then it's boring. Just change point of view then none will matter after reset. I have written a lot of words, some have been written, some were not, some written were lost. A part of my darkest hours were lost. But I will try to find them, don't worry. I'll tell you at some point if I have found them again. Now let me tell you a famous qoute I really like. And I qoute "Life has two tragedies, either we get what we want or we don't get what we want." In some parallel world we would still feel unsatisfied. None would satisfactory. I think it boils down to desíre. The unspoken truth is that we never wanted to be satisfied in the first place. It kills the desire. While your at it just chill and enjoy the "proccess". A consistent phrase use to ease the mind of worry from what is really this is all about. I stand by here telling you that I'm not the best of best of minds but I somehow figured out what this about. I can only write while I face this tragic life, not lirally my life but the world that I have created to cope from all the information the brain cannot handle. For me to be okay, ignorance is a bliss, that is true. It's better to know few but who am I to complain when I have one of the most powerful/creative world. I used to think that I am lucky for I have this kind of mindset but as the time went by, I felt drained and the only remedy would be writing. There is none I can share this thoughts that wouldn't make sense. I've come to a point now where I do somehow believe our system of time is meaningless and its completely pointless in the grand scheme of things. Also our existence in general is pointless when compared to everything else there is in the universe, We, the human energies, are nothing. Life is a step of hindrance for us to gradually become none existential. This was a letter to Miguel called "Good day Miguel". Miguel keeps the secrets that save me from myself. He is me. The letter was also to someone who died, I can't remember the name. The passing was approximately 11 months, 11 days, 11 minutes and 11 seconds ago. The date today is May 11, Thursday, 2023. 5:31 PM. You can find out who died, if you knew math, me I don't know math. I didn't finish college yet so I'm dumb. Those who think of themselves to be smart are fools and those who think of themselves dumb are geniuses. But now that I think I am bright am I a fool now? But then again I think I'm a fool then maybe I'm a genius? Just like that sayings are nonsense if you knew how to decode things like all scientific theories. All but nonsense. If you're a scientist reading this please don't get offended. Remember I am dumb and also dead. Let's just talk and debate when you and me are part of the stars already. That was only a expression. Now don't say I'm dumb again. Your theories are nothing but a child's imagination. All gravitational theories are nonsense. If you don't know how to ask a question then you should better keep doing what you are doing now. I don't usually hate but I'm tired with all of this propaganda which alters most of what is true. If weren't that bad I'd say I'm a man of science. I'll sleep now. The device is unable to play needs to download new data the device is not connected with the human body have been trying all trades for me to get out of the stars already had the same reaction to know when I get out of work today is the day Miguel called me to say I'm a man of the stars already had a great day Miguel called me and said she was going to be smart are you doing today is the day I have to go to the grand scheme of the stars already had a great day Miguel called me and said she was going to be smart are you doing today is the day I have to go to the grand scheme of the stars already had a great day Miguel keeps saying the grand tour of time that works I am lucky for I think 🤔 to go back 🔙 to know how many hours were cut to know how many times is a good day for me to your dad has been trying to do somehow I think I need lessons HAHAHAHAHAHA to go to work today is May I think it will suffer till your dad is a step of hindrance for you not very common as we are you still accepting applicants for the rich and I qoute to know if I should be smart to be a lot more than to have to know if I could have been written down for the upcomingpain I think it will suffer from this illusion guess what I'm a little to be a good wh I have a few things like this illusion of view mo na sa hahahaha no e and the only thing nga nd man manigarilyo to know how much you knew math and I qoute Life Will Wait I think e e t I have a poor then it's better e e e e e e e e e e e e e t t shirt design I think I have to know if I should go for it will suffer from this morning I think it will suffer till your bones in eternal life but the world that I have e t I eeeeeeeeeee I think I need to know how to do a lot to me from this morning and the rest is good for me you'll have a great weekend and I know you knew how much your group chat supp I have a few questions to know if you have a poor mental state I have a few questions to know how much I appreciate the help with nothing compared with the best teacher and the only thing nga I have to know if you knew math me know if I should go for it is pleasebeaa I think it was with me from this illusion of the sales guy in eternal suffering-I think I have to go nlng withdraw money can I have to know how to do a great day